So i finally learned that im stupid - that the freedom you may experience with being single is nothing like the freedom you experience in love - the freedom that lets you wear whatever you want, look however you want, say what you want, smell anyway, fell anyway because he'll STILL love you. the way you can feel like the worst person the smallest person the ugliest fattest person and you just talk to him and all of a sudden you are the best the biggest most beautiful person in the world. Well just because he loves you. The feeling you get when he enters the room, that one that reaches the uttermost part of your soul and draws you to them, the one that no matter what you cant just leave, you cant move on, the one that makes you sick when theyre mad at you are disappointed, the one that makes you cry when theyve been gone too long, and cry when you stop and think how much you really do love them. its like the world stands still when you are together. there could be a million people in the room and somehow it would just be you and him in each others gaze. That feeling you get everytime you kiss the one that makes your insides jump inside out and your knees buckle sending tingles all down your back and to your toes. The way you can cuddle up in his arms and just be at home -no matter where you are. The way his touch makes you melt, the way you can wake up right next to the one you love and look over and smile knowing you, smudged makeup bad breathe and messy hair, are beautiful to him no matter what. How every time he says I LOVE YOU- you melt and all of a sudden your 3 looking up at the will of anyone bigger than you. the way anything and everything remind you of him. how you can pick out his voice above all the rest. how his smell is so distinct that the moment you get a whiff you are looking around desperately searching for him. the way his tshirt just makes you feel just right and how with each moment you are apart your love grows jsut the same as each moment together. This is love - theres so much more to it- its everything, its who you become, its how you act, its what you say, its all of you.. you and him are just that in LOVE.
I LOVE YOU COLE forever and ever beyond the galaxy to so much more. till our dying breathe we will be together and beyond that for we have Eternal Love - from before us and beyond us.